Bee Ona

  • “I don’t wanna go church anymore”

    And I don’t know how to feel about it. (Speaking about this is even a woah moment, but yeah, safe space) I’m not angry, I’m not upset, the emotions aren’t strongly there but I’m not really used to this feeling. It feels like I’m giving up on faith after working so hard to maintain and…

  • The One About Cashief Nicols, Cashh, Cashtastic (uk rapper)

    I went to see Cashh formerly known as Cashtastic on Thursday 16th July. An interesting day to say the least. The actual event was very eye opening, serene and very sensitive for me actually. I felt his pain and I heard it in some of the songs. There were about 3 extra artists there: Kojey…

  • The one about him part 2.

    I met HIM on the bus, in Shoreditch. Currently riding in Shoreditch thinking about the opportunities I missed to go out with him. He was on my mind for a while… A calm young gentleman, who kinda looked like Bob Marley – to me. We spoke on the bus, about nothing really. I think we…

  • Dear AJ <3

    Dear Anthony Joshua, My heart breaks for you. We are with you. Emotionally and spiritually. If we could I’m sure we’d be there with you physically. I’m so sorry about what happened to you. Latz was someone I followed on snapchat and his values and beliefs was a big part of who he was as…

  • What Was I Made For?

    The one about navigating life, healing and its challenges. Finally, I’m posting/writing directly in WordPress. Hi few readers, long time no speak. It’s been a while, but I’m here… I have had a lot I’ve wanted to share, but this time I’m actually doing it. I’ve questioned myself a lot this week. I had a…

  • Sorry

    Sorry I wasn’t perfect. Sorry I was. Sorry that I went out on a whim. Sorry I thought. Sorry I expressed it all. Sorry it wasn’t the way you wanted. Sorry I liked you. Sorry you didn’t feel the same way. Sorry I cared. Sorry I thought it was ok. Sorry I hurt you. Sorry…

  • Being: Misplaced (Part 2)

    Feeling like the new person or being alone and observing the world from yourself and only yourself is a new experience. I lived with people once upon a time and now I don’t. It’s weird. It’s a lonely experience where you don’t feel alone but you are essentially. Being around people is a blessing and…

  • The one about black boys 🖤

    “Especially for a black man” I spoke to a black man last week, he was young, fresh and light. I mean fresh in the pure way. When you see nature, you see a young black boy with an afro. I asked him about the why for being there-he’s originally from America and he just stated…

  • Who is she?

    She’s been the same for X amount of years… Who is she? “Pretty face and bad character” “A Champion” “A Lion” “A Warrior” “His Girlfriend”  “The Reserved one” “A girl with mandem personality” “A girl that knows but doesn’t say anything” “An intellectual goofball” They think they know, but they know nothing. All talk but…

  • THE oNE i chose to watch instead: Madame Web. #InternationalWomensDay ✨

    I’ve been watching a lot of steady state movies recently in the cinema and Madame Web was one of them. The way the movie was shot in long ranges, long cuts and clean colour grading is what made it a calm and peaceful watch for me. The movie is about a 30-year-old paramedic who was…